Hey Guys,

As the snow piles up outside I am reminded sometimes it aint bad to stay home..lol...I feel sorry for folks who have to go out and work in this weather. The traffic, the long waits, the coldness and the frustrations. Not missing it while I sit at home and write this blog. For those of you who actually read my blog which may just be 4 people, I fell off the wagon a little. I was sorta busy with things and let this slide a bit. But that's part of my problem (my laziness). Blogging actually helps me get my thoughts out and my strategies fitted.  These past few days of the not blogging my mind has started to get bogged up again. What I will say is, starting a blog of your own or even journalling is really therapeutic. Its not like magic happens and life changing events happen because I am writing this blog but somehow someway it helps. For me personally things started changing for me..I started to admit my faults and actively working on it and I found ways to help myself and even purge my mind of shit so my heart and mind had a little more energy to fight another fight. This week since I fell off the wagon I feel as though I am losing a bit of my spunk again. I have now enrolled in a cheap online teosl language teaching course for Germany and I am applying to teach some people around the city so I have real life experience. But I am realizing once again how much I hated school, I hated doing things i thought was stupid and let me tell you this course has a lot of borderline bogus parts but really I want  that certificate so I gotta push. I am still working on ofcourse getting a fulltime job..With my part-time job I am working from tom. to tues. so thats not that bad for my part time working ass. I started a business over the summer which I think I am gonna start again in May. Sometimes I wish I was a fulltime student just so I could take advantage of some business grants. But I couldn't see what I needed to do then and I hope and pray that right now that I am seeing all the opportunities I can take advantage of while in this situation. I think I am gonna take another stab at my business. Randomly yesterday I got an email about it, maybe thats a sign I should get back into it. hmmm
TIP of day:
Dont let any opportunities pass you, and that may mean that you actively need to go looking for them!!