Hello World,

Well I guess its not such a bad thing that I have been busy lately. I feel full of purpose again! This broke life, I tell yuh!

Yesterday, I realized something about myself. "I still let fear hold me back". I was so upset at myself because I don't want to be a coward at life. hmm....

 It brings me back to the days in high-school where in religion class (I went to a catholic school) we had to write these things called reflections. I don't know if you had to do this but we were always expected to write a page or so about what we thought about our-selves or something we read in relation to ourselves and what we learned. I, like most of my classmates hated reflections and thought it was an absolute waste of our time. We even made fun of our religion teacher just because we had to sit there and fill up the page with stupid reflections. Now, in my adult life I actually think reflections were not such a bad idea.

Honestly, in our day to day life we know certain things about ourselves like example, I would never own an animal or have any interest in touching one but I am totally against animal cruelty and always wonder how they feel in a world where humans think they should be caged up or used for their amusement. But a reflection would allow me to really tap into why I feel this way about animals. No, I am not gonna share my deep dark childhood experience with animals but now that I think about it, it definitely stems from somewhere.

I think we should all start doing reflections again and figure out why we do and think the way we do. It is important for our growth as successful human beings.

I had a little reflection of my own last night and realized how much fear holds me back, like it holds back many of us. I am usually a very brave person, at least in my opinion. I encourage people in my life to have a 'go for it attitude' always because I truly believe that it is a positive way to live. My dad always says "make sure you're living in a courage zone and not a fear zone". I really take that to heart as I do believe it is the best advice he has ever given me. However, I still find myself stuck in certain situations.
I think I haven't gotten my G licence yet because I am traumatized by a very bad accident I had a few years ago. It has actually scarred my face and is something I look at everyday. A huge pole actually fell on top of the car. Most people in my life might not even know the severity of the accident I had. The problem with me I think is, I want to be so courageous that I don't deal with my problem like really deal with it..And I know a lot of people are just like me but the fact is,

Sometimes you have to deal with your problem before you can move on. And it may be a lot tougher than you anticipate. But you MUST DEAL WITH IT!!

I am also dealing with other issues in my life where I am realizing I have a deep fear that I need to deal with and reflecting on why I have these fears will allow me to over come these them.

Tip of the day: You are human, you are scared of things. Everything you are scared of started somewhere. You need to figure out where it comes from and work on overcoming it because it's worth it!