The broke life one that begins with alright grades to get into a well enough University where you study the stuff that you love and end up pretty much JOBLESS>>>

Broke Life Jan 24th 2013
Today I woke up ofcourse feeling like shit because I just finished going through this long ass process so that I could compete to do a whole lot of work and get paid shit..Need I say that after using my all and borrowing bus tokens that I hold dearly because transportation in a major city is hella expensive...THEY TOLD ME I DIDN'T GET THE JOB? I asked why and they had no response, because I dont matter I am just another broke new grad with a whole bunch of debt. Personally, I think it was because I lived to far to the locations they wanted me to work close. Rich people  (when I say rich I mean  middle class people), just because you guys can pick and choose which job you want because of comfort-ability I cant. I got bills to pay and a life to live, if I need to leave my house four hours in advance for a job that will take me somewhere career wise I will go. I cant afford to do an unpaid internship so obviously jumping some hoops was something I was willing to do. But of course they probably went with girl who is good friends with someone in the industry that just came from across the world where she was able to work completely volunteerly. What a great opportunity if one could afford it. Here are a few reasons a broke girl cannot afford that.

1. I need to pay for the flight
2. I need to live somewhere once I get there
3. I have no savings
4. I have on-going bills
5. I have no visa room
6. How the hell will I eat? oh you say well broke girl that stuff is provided once you go..and I say to you how the hell will I be able to eat when I get home if I am not working for 6 months?

So back to today, I feel unmotivated and a little defeated. I mean I can handle a lot I really can , I mean I have been handling a lot I really have. How does one in my position not have a nervous break down? I am still figuring out that shit.

Luckily, I am fortunate enough that I have obtained a degree which atleast gives me some bragging rights even though I live at home and work a part time job that a highschooler could be hired to do.

I'll see you back tomorrow when I am done punching the wall about today while I sit on my couch and look for new reality shows to watch ..FML