Broke Girl - Life Lessons, Advice and Facts: Title: For the Perpetual Idiot in all of us!
Hey ...: Title: For the Perpetual Idiot in all of us! Hey World, As you may know already the primary function of my blog is to let out my frustr...
Friday, 7 February 2014
Title: For the Perpetual Idiot in all of us!
Hey World,
As you may know already the primary function of my blog is to let out my frustration and tell you things I have learned in hopes that you will learn something.
Today, I want to talk about the fact that for many people including myself life can be described in an image of a hampster going round and round on a wheel and I am the damn hamster. Sometimes I wonder, WHY DO I MAKE THE SAME MISTAKE OVER AND OVER AGAIN! For those who don't know, I make a concious effort for this not to happen but unfortunately my regardless of my efforts concious or not I keep on fuckin' up. I know there many are people who can relate to this. You know you are smart - smart enough to make the right decisions for your life and it seems like you continuously seem to make bad ones and even more annoying the same bad ones. Okay, maybe I am being dramatic, but sometimes you just feel like when am I going to get a chance in life to just feel secure and stable? Maybe none of us get this thing called stability but I crave it soo badly. Sometimes you just feel like you jump from this situation to that situation and while your life is certainly interesting, it would be nice to know what next week will look like and it stay that way (if its good).
Some of you may have the stability many of us crave. However, if you are indeed living the broke life, I can tell you first hand that there is no such thing as stability. And if there is, its like beleiving in Mermaids for me. You know people are always turning up with pictures trying to show that mermaids are in fact real, but you know that shit is just coo coo crazy to even consider. Wouldn't it be great to live a life where you know what your income will be next month and its good all the time? While this month is fabulous for me, as a freelancer I have no clue how next month will be. God knows I am one of the most resourceful people you will ever meet in your life, but always being on the hunt for resources and plan b's is a tiring quest. Ofocurse, its one we know we must do, because every situation has to be in your control atleast those that will impact your life. I firmlly beleive this, and maybe I am different from others this way and they have no problems sleeping at night because they firmly beleive that problems will solve themselves.. I DON'T!. I am sorry but I just don't think so....When you leave problems they just become bigger so you always need to put on your big girl/boy underwear on and deal with it head on.
I never realized I had an anxiety problem...And maybe I never had one before and maybe self diagnosing is not the best thing to do..but right now just let me diagnose myself because it what it is and has been for a couple of years now because of the damn stress.
Man, I love writing..Even if noone ever reads this, it sure is therapy for me.. And if you are reading this and can relate even if your continuous problem is something different like maybe your love life, or employment woes.. Just know that you are not alone..As cliche as that line may be, it does bring comfort and I do beleive that it is important for you AND I to experience some comfort!
Hey World,
As you may know already the primary function of my blog is to let out my frustration and tell you things I have learned in hopes that you will learn something.
Today, I want to talk about the fact that for many people including myself life can be described in an image of a hampster going round and round on a wheel and I am the damn hamster. Sometimes I wonder, WHY DO I MAKE THE SAME MISTAKE OVER AND OVER AGAIN! For those who don't know, I make a concious effort for this not to happen but unfortunately my regardless of my efforts concious or not I keep on fuckin' up. I know there many are people who can relate to this. You know you are smart - smart enough to make the right decisions for your life and it seems like you continuously seem to make bad ones and even more annoying the same bad ones. Okay, maybe I am being dramatic, but sometimes you just feel like when am I going to get a chance in life to just feel secure and stable? Maybe none of us get this thing called stability but I crave it soo badly. Sometimes you just feel like you jump from this situation to that situation and while your life is certainly interesting, it would be nice to know what next week will look like and it stay that way (if its good).
Some of you may have the stability many of us crave. However, if you are indeed living the broke life, I can tell you first hand that there is no such thing as stability. And if there is, its like beleiving in Mermaids for me. You know people are always turning up with pictures trying to show that mermaids are in fact real, but you know that shit is just coo coo crazy to even consider. Wouldn't it be great to live a life where you know what your income will be next month and its good all the time? While this month is fabulous for me, as a freelancer I have no clue how next month will be. God knows I am one of the most resourceful people you will ever meet in your life, but always being on the hunt for resources and plan b's is a tiring quest. Ofocurse, its one we know we must do, because every situation has to be in your control atleast those that will impact your life. I firmlly beleive this, and maybe I am different from others this way and they have no problems sleeping at night because they firmly beleive that problems will solve themselves.. I DON'T!. I am sorry but I just don't think so....When you leave problems they just become bigger so you always need to put on your big girl/boy underwear on and deal with it head on.
I never realized I had an anxiety problem...And maybe I never had one before and maybe self diagnosing is not the best thing to do..but right now just let me diagnose myself because it what it is and has been for a couple of years now because of the damn stress.
Man, I love writing..Even if noone ever reads this, it sure is therapy for me.. And if you are reading this and can relate even if your continuous problem is something different like maybe your love life, or employment woes.. Just know that you are not alone..As cliche as that line may be, it does bring comfort and I do beleive that it is important for you AND I to experience some comfort!
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